Or am i talking to myself~

my mind is running empty~

for the search for someone else~

New start new beginning new life. All the best.

The results of the 2011 GCE O levels will be released on 9 January 2012 monday. ... at 2pm...

Omg i pray that i will do awesome for this and that everyone will leave the hall happy.

Please please please bless me. Im nervous.

Happy happy run with awesomenesses yesterday and everything was like totally worth it :D Work today and then home now. I have sooooooooooooo much life man -.-

Anyway, found out that i can see alot into peoples life and their behavior just through looking through their cars. Interesting eh. Another thing i found out, i like this job because i see many many many different kinds of people who make huge impressions on me. It is interesting. The other day there was this family from myanmar and their stories were incredible. Hearing about peoples life and the troubles they faced to become what they are today, i like that.

Also, my hobby tending to my plants have been going well and my plants are now strong and fit muahaha :D a new pasttime i had strating today. Learning malay. Regretted not listening in class during lower sec now but no worries. Learning malay onwards from today muahahaha.

To end off, i say "saya ingat awak".

Im torn into pieces

Cant deny it, cant pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you wont get to see the tears i cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Heyhey everyone, here i am, once again. Well today hadnt been the most awesomest of the days, it hadnt even been normal. Today was BAD but no point harping on it i guess. I am sooooo bored everyday at work, i want to sleep and i am so sick of working.

Anyway today was one of the days i went,

I was thinking about her

Thinking about me

Thinking about us

Where we gonna be

Open my eyes ...

It was only just a dream.

Which i realise it was only wishful thinking you know. Even though i've said "now i understand that its better we remain awesome friends", but inside of me i do feel the pain. But today i was thinking and i realised how worlds apart we actually are.

We watch different kinds of shows.

We listen different kinds of music.

We have different definitions of everything.

We have different personalities.

We read different kinds of books.

We talk about different kinds of things.

We have different kinds of friends.

We have different opinions of ourselves.

We have very different lives.

We just do not click that way.

So ive made up my mind to follow my words. I guess we could just remain as very awesome friends and i probably should give up on all my wishful thinkings. To rephrase; i give up. Real awesome friends i guess, nothing further (even though i hope for more) but oh well, things do not go my way.

Haiz, todays one of those days i go

My heart cant possibly break

When it wasnt even whole to start with.

Byebye good memories.

Back from HQNCC after a day of work. Went to HQNCC to witness the POP of C/OFFR Elwin Ang and Chng Wee Liang. Congrats you two on becoming officers.

I could have been one of them in the parade too today had i decided to go for it but i guess some people really do just turn me off.

Yup and now we have 2 new officers.