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Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Here i am, once again
Im torn into pieces
Cant deny it, cant pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears i cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Heyhey everyone, here i am, once again. Well today hadnt been the most awesomest of the days, it hadnt even been normal. Today was BAD but no point harping on it i guess. I am sooooo bored everyday at work, i want to sleep and i am so sick of working.
Anyway today was one of the days i went,
I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinking about us
Where we gonna be
Open my eyes ...
It was only just a dream.
Which i realise it was only wishful thinking you know. Even though i've said "now i understand that its better we remain awesome friends", but inside of me i do feel the pain. But today i was thinking and i realised how worlds apart we actually are.
We watch different kinds of shows.
We listen different kinds of music.
We have different definitions of everything.
We have different personalities.
We read different kinds of books.
We talk about different kinds of things.
We have different kinds of friends.
We have different opinions of ourselves.
We have very different lives.
We just do not click that way.
So ive made up my mind to follow my words. I guess we could just remain as very awesome friends and i probably should give up on all my wishful thinkings. To rephrase; i give up. Real awesome friends i guess, nothing further (even though i hope for more) but oh well, things do not go my way.
Haiz, todays one of those days i go
My heart cant possibly break
When it wasnt even whole to start with.
Byebye good memories.
Posted at 7:35 PM
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